Why I want to know myself?

Certainly this question is by consciousness itself.
Know, your consciousness comes to know its presence spontaneously only by morning 5 or so and functions till sleep happens. Your consciousness creates all forms through elemental interaction spontaneously.

Unknowingly your consciousness accepts itself as born and receives all concepts imposed on it as real and lives with constant fear of death as it has accepted it is born.

Your consciousness remains incomplete and restless throughout the waking state seeing all happenings as real.

It does not know that whatever it perceives is like a dream.

Consciousness does not know that it is only a dream which is perceived as real.
Hence it struggles to find out the solution then and there for every conflict .
What will be the remedy for your dream?

You are lying down in your bed,
In your sleep dream you feel thirsty but don’t get water.
You move here and there in search of water and remain restless.
Once you are awake you know that it is your dream only not real and feel relieved.

Similarly now in waking state you take all happenings as real and seek remedy not knowing that this waking state itself is a bigger dream. The only solution for every conflict in this waking state is awakening of your consciousness which is not conscious of itself and unaware of its true nature.

Once consciousness knows itself, it knows its unborn, eternal, supreme reality and says it is never born.

Know how your consciousness is unknowingly caught by its own dream not knowing its unborn supreme ultimate reality. Consciousness should know that whatever happens within space is exactly a dream, not real but appears as real.

In your sleep dream so many forms appear and function.
Once the dream is over, where are they?

Similarly, now in your dreamy consciousness, entire manifestation functions making you believe all happenings as real.

Once consciousness is awakened there is neither manifestation nor forms.

You know you are the Ultimate!

Consciousness neither born nor dies!
It lives throughout….its potential remains…. forever……!!!

Only forms appear and disappear in consciousness.

As long as consciousness is limiting itself as a tiny figure with a certain identity, it remains incomplete.

Rather it should know that it is consciousness only, and start remaining conscious to find out its source which is within.
Then it is complete!

When consciousness is conscious of itself, it is Awareness!

Awareness is complete, total and perfect.
Consciousness remains incomplete till it knows its source which is Awareness.

Now, you know, why you want to know yourself, Is it not?*

Go through this answer deeply….once you understand what is said above, you will never miss knowing yourself.