GM:
You need not try to be the Observer…
As you are already the Observer prior to Consciousness!
Trying to be the Observer is like a rose flower trying to be a rose flower!
What do you mean by the Observer?
Observer Observe Silently…
The Observer is prior to words!
The Observer is prior to all Manifestations!
You say you ended up with lots of imagination!
Know imaginations are not you!
Close your eyes just now!
Don’t you know that you exist without words?
Just settle Here!
Stay beyond words and Observe!
This stillness within you is the beginning of Consciousness.
To be Conscious of yourself you need not make any effort.
Don’t you know that you exist?
You know that you exist!
Your Conscious presence is known through stillness beyond words.
It is self evident.
You need not try to be yourself!
Whatever you try is not you!
You can try only to make a movement…say to walk, talk, eat, etc…as all are nothing but movements.
But this stillness is beyond movement.
No effort is needed to know the stillness within!